Just...

Another year that will soon go by and I shall wonder when the sun rises on the 1st about the year that just went by. In the blink of an eye and yet the wonders it has shown me - some good, some bad [yes there are bad wonders as well - oxymoronic but true]. Of the new friendships that were formed and of the old ones that only grew stronger. Of the drop-outs in relationships that meant a lot at some point and they only made me realize that I can do without them, if I have to live and not just survive. I have grown as a person. I am not trying to get all contemplative about it but I know and the knowing is enough at some stage, at any stage. And that is reason enough to rejoice and that's exactly what I plan to do. I never believed in New Year Resolutions and if someone still asks me, "What's yours?", I turn around and say, "None" and there are no milestones to be achieved. There are no thoughts that drift away. There is nothing that I need to mull over except how my life is going, where is it going and whether I am steering it in the direction I want it to go.

2006 was a roller-coaster ride. I changed 3 jobs and finally stuck to something that I love doing. I haven't fallen in love at all with anyone this year and it feels so good. It feels like me. I have had so much sex - phew!! that I love every second of it and need I say more...I feel like sitting on a ferris wheel and experience the butterflies in my stomach as I come closer to the earth and then far away from it. I do not wish to do anything different in 2007. I do not hope for anything exciting to happen to me [though a teeny tiny bit of me wishes that something does happen and even if it doesn't i am ok with it]...I am trying to get my mind sorted and have achieved so much of it already.

Another year...
Abrupt memories
Sudden Silence
And then come the kisses...
Mementos on the mantlepiece...
Its quiet and cosy...
It feels good...